You always doubted me
When I was at my lowest
Now you act proud
When you see that I'm growing
You were never around to see
The reasons why I focused
To get away people like you
I've been hoping
I figure out why
I've been holding my emotions
Funny they sent shots my way but now they're choking
I take them one dose at a time like it's a potion
Still no effect on me that's why I keep reloading
I've overcame these darker days I played a role in
They act like I'm in the wrong for things I've chosen
You ain't the one living my life so I'll keep going
And moving up since you like
Siding with opponents
Lecturing me
Don't know the time that I devoted
They want to see something I'm not so stop imposing
Can't change the past
No matter how much that you post it
You always doubted me
When I was at my lowest
I hear out the critics with backlash
I don't like to make music that's half assed
I've been adding shit up like a math class
You don't get the picture cause it's abstract
When I get on the beat it gets ransacked
Started slow but I learned to advance fast
Never had the time to ask me what's wrong
But they're quick to tell me that I am that
I've got too much going on in my life
To be worried 'bout lows
I've been making highlights
You ain't got the vision
You ain't seeing through my eye sight
One in a million people like me are finite
Got me in the mood
To improve
And pursue avenues
When I move
I just do what I knew they'd dispute
When I shoot
Can't refute or refuse
I've been true through and through
Who are you? I don't care about your views
You don't have to like it
But I'm still going to make it
A master writer
You just old and dated
Look at all the accomplishments I've cultivated
Been feeling myself and I know that they hate it
Don't care if they defend my reputation
They believe what they want
Even if its fake shit
Got them steaming like they need some ventilation
Here's an indication
Check your information
What's the point in taking advice if you don't use it
I give them all a piece of my mind and they abuse it
Making me want to go insane
I'm not stupid
It's getting kind of hard to find a good solution
I've given everything to the music, accept
That I'm never going away
I stay cause I prepped
I was down for the count but I'm raising my head
It's getting hot in here but I ain't breaking a sweat
You all just talk and nothing's ever done
You're clever bars I can't remember one
Got PTSD like a veteran
A battle's something that you've never won
And I mean that
All your negative energy I don't need that
I ain't really interested in no rematch
Turn a blind eye to whack feedback
If they want a better person I'll be that