I just wanna ball forever
But with you I be ballin better
I really hope you hear this letter
Wear my heart like it's a knitted sweater
Mm
Hard to keep your love around
You give the run around
Let shots fly out the uber cause I wanna hear the sound
Off a pill I'm feeling super man I'm flying off the ground
Demons in my body alcohol to make them drown
Invest in myself and not a new Patek
Let depression ruin love I use to pray to get
Trust issues getting worse how can I handle it
Bottle emotions tryna learn how else to manage it
Yeah
I lost my dad to murder
Feel like im straying further
I want my dad and dead friends back
Wish I was Timmy Turner
I don't fear death cause that's a
Chance I have to getting closer
How can y'all leave me unexpected
I just want my closure
Ghetto angels can you hear me
Would you respond if you do
I know my demons near me
They'll kill me if they killed you
I just wanna ball forever
But with you I be ballin better
I really hope you hear this letter
Wear my heart like it's a knitted sweater
Mm
Hard to keep your love around
You give the run around
Let shots fly out the uber cause I wanna hear the sound
Off a pill I'm feeling super man I'm flying off the ground
Demons in my body alcohol to make them drown
I just want that Rolex and the shoes from Complex
Ima dope boy told my momma I don't plan to stop yet
I was born with a murder mind
You never heard of mine
So if this boy put on a show I'm hear to cut his time
Always search for love in all the places that I shouldn't
Put in effort when you don't I always do the things you wouldn't
Be stuck here in my city that's just something that I couldn't
And yeah my plug got popped and I'm still selling know I shouldn't but I choose to do
Yeah
Why don't you love me
Put nothing above me
Room full of niggas you don't see nobody but me
I just wish that you would trust me
I just wanna ball forever
But with you I be ballin better
I really hope you hear this letter
Wear my heart like it's a knitted sweater
Mm
Hard to keep your love around
You give the run around
Let shots fly out the uber cause I wanna hear the sound
Off a pill I'm feeling super man I'm flying off the ground
Demons in my body alcohol to make them drown