I ask you show me the light
For I have lost my way
I never meant for it to happen but I've walked astray
If you decide that it's my time to go before I wake
This is all I have to offer
I give my soul to take
I beg you please have mercy on me
For I know the end gone come
I ask for your forgiveness for I know not what I've done
I've done some wrong I know I know I'm not the only one
But I brought this burden on myself and I cannot blame no one
As I call upon your name I wonder if you're real
I wonder if you really even know just how it feels
Cause deep inside me I can feel a pain that never heals
I just hope that you can save me before my blood is spilled
I've been trying figure out just why you made me this way
I don't know why you put me here I think you made a mistake
They told me I deserve a chance I don't believe what they say
Cause they be preaching about love but they show nothing but hate
When I look up in the mirror I don't know who I am
I lost respect for myself
Pathetic shell of a man
Whatever happened to the happy kid
The man with a plan
Now I watch all my hopes and dreams wash away in the sand I've lost faith in all Humanity
Life has lost it's vanity
I pray that I can find some peace before I lose my sanity
I've lost faith in all humanity
Life has lost it's vanity
I pray that I can find some peace before I lose my sanity

Time moves fast
But somehow I can't escape from my past
As I look back it makes me so sad
Reflecting on all the chances I've had
Choices I've made
How long will it take to fix my mistakes
I'm running a race but staying in place
I can't keep the pace I'm falling from grace
Tryna hold on
Trying my best to right all my wrong
In silence I've had to suffer so long
Leave my pain in theses songs in hopes to move on

Time moves fast
But somehow I can't escape from my past
As I look back it makes me so sad
Reflecting on all the chances I've had
Choices I've made
How long will it take to fix my mistakes
I'm running a race but staying in place
I can't keep the pace I'm falling from grace