[Verse 1]
Long time no see
This time it's on me
Gambling on myself again
Because dreams are still free

Focus on my blessings
For a habit that I could weave
'Get rid of all the bullsh*t'
Has been a helpful motif

It pushed me through some
Bad scenes, and some grief..
Through the harsh resentments
From my, family tree

It soon became my duty
To meet her needs, I was
Parentified before i reached
My teens

Now that I'm adept, I will share my stories
As life was never easy, with the lack of
Heroines
I had to raise myself while she take credits
For my deeds
The world thinks I'm mature but they
Don't know what's underneath

There are traumas deep inside, invisible to
Our eyes
I'll never get my youth back and that sh*t
Made me cry
But all attachments aside, I've paid it in full
Price
I just hope that someday
All my shirts will fit my size

[Chorus]
And we will be alright,
That's the lie I've told myself tonight
... You're stonewalling, yet another time...

Sometimes I can't help but feel the way I
Do
Existing was exhausting and that goes for
You too
So why the grass look greener where you
Water it through?
Nobody's home to tell you, anyway

Up until today I managed to survive
But overcompensation made me overdrive
I ain't trynna be someone that's dead inside
Remind my inner child that I'm still alive

[Verse 2]
Occasionally I've been feeling like a rhino
The last of a dying breed,
I wonder when it's final
Emotions came with trouble,
Camouflaging it was vital
Its been a couple years since
My thoughts were suicidal

Them isolation knows how my situation's
Broken
The pain of being a kid was *not* receiving
What was spoken
Controversial tact says immaturity triumphs
Facts
Indeed, people meet you at the depth where
They're at

And that's the way it goes, the odds ain't
In my favor
Reclaiming lost identity just doesn't suit
My flavor
Been trying to make peace with the past
Or so I strived
Delayed my personal growth, while staying
At your side

Man, all I ever wished for was to have a
Normal life
Yet the only way for me to ventilate is
Through my rhymes
To all of you that had to sacrifice your
Childhood times
I just hope that someday all your shirts
Will fit your size

[Chorus]
And we will be alright,
That's the lie I've told myself tonight
... You're stonewalling, yet another time...

Sometimes I can't help but feel the way I
Do
Existing was exhausting and that goes for
You too
So why the grass look greener where you
Water it through?
Nobody's home to tell you, anyway

Up until today I managed to survive
But overcompensation made me overdrive
I ain't trynna be someone that's dead inside
Remind my inner child that I'm still alive