Iu0027ve been out here tryna find my balance
Having constant runs ins with people that show you malice
Fake hand shakes and hugs Iu0027m better without it
More that I think about it the more I canu0027t stay around it
Iu0027m out it
Proud of the struggle Iu0027m part of the struggle
Pardon my, honesty, honestly always been troubled
Heart purer than clearest water, mind out of order
But certain things just donu0027t matter when you getting older
Know that Iu0027m far from finished
Know that Iu0027m still in it
Pressure I still feel it
I know itu0027s not for everyone and some things are God-given
Some of my brothers still in the field like they cotton-picking
Just know if Iu0027m winning then that means that we all winning
My life's mission
What was my purpose?
And when my time is up man was it really worth it
Was my life just a lesson in place for higher learning
Or was my life just a vessel to reach a higher version
But when that day comes I go with my respect
Live and cherish the moments
I die without regrets
And leave a legacy carried by family and friends
And if there isnu0027t a heaven Iu0027ll do it all again

I'll do it all again
If there isn't a heaven I'll do it all again
I'll do it all again
I'll do it all again (all again, all again, all again, all again)

I know some girls thatu0027s in need of attention
Battling inner demons thatu0027s why they search for perfection
Always overlooking the things that they naturally blessed with
Just know thereu0027s nothing more beautiful than your imperfections
Itu0027s always hard when you donu0027t love yourself
So instead you try finding that love in someone else
Closer to Maxwell cause this womanu0027s work
Devalues in every minute you donu0027t know your worth
Oh but you think that you found something
Even if it slides you just wanna be 'round something
You even caught a case when you went out of town for him
And when the cops come and you was holding it down for him
You proud of it, plus you love him and
Thatu0027s your man
And in the name of loyalty you would go take that stand
Hand on the Bible you would do 5 years for that man
Mistakes do gotta happen to help you to understand
Donu0027t stress itu0027s in God's hands okay
If youu0027re in need
And listening just know that your story's a part of me
You put on makeup covering scars what does it mean
When you look at your reflection and donu0027t like what you see
And as hard as it seems
Iu0027m hoping you get that
Even if you got stretch marks where your skin at
Even if your teeth ainu0027t straight or ass ainu0027t fat
Even if your weave straight, curly, or your hair nap acting like we ainu0027t been black (proud)
White skin, light skin, brown skin, dark skin it donu0027t matter we all God's children
Speaking of God I got so many questions
Like, why do all religions gotta cause division?
Is it real or man-made?
Need a higher power for my cuts like a bandaid
Way too deep so I hope that prayer works
And why some of the worst people always in the church?
New journey in a similar place
Got choirs singing on the album for amazing grace
This could be my last album if I donu0027t win the race
Hope I see victory lap for my family's sake
Wait, R.I.P. Nipsey I brought my people with me
So if Iu0027m seeing better days they get to see it with me
Iu0027m still searching for answers I guess I'll find them later
Until next time wait for me and my ultimatum 2020