Cry and I cry
Lie and I lie
Puff gas to keep pushin
Tank is empty barely feeling alive
Just wishing I'd die
Somebody lied life ain't easy as pie
Work to my death or I'll drown
Startin to wonder what's mine
Can't figure what's right
Ain't nothing left but rocking with my demons at night
My bed has been made don't see a change covers in sight
This shit isn't right
Insecurities reach a max and breach containment at night
Civil war in the blinds
But outside the country lookin just fine
Treasure chest like to hide in these walls
Really hopin no one ever will find
Leave no one behind
I'd rather make it part of the grind
No reason to wine know everything be better with time
No need to rewind
Just learn and push it out ya mind
Need you in front of the line
No laggin behind
You're one of a kind
Do whatever to win
Even tho it'll sever my spine
Word to my mom
Maybe better if I moved to where the weather's colder
Dreamchasin since a youngin and it's getting closer
It's crazy when I close up my heart start to feel closure
Snakes rattle in my chair but i keep composure
It hit different when you real
Don't make no sense of posin
Made some mistakes all in my life
God lemme do it over

Can barely keep a straight face
I think I'm bipolar
Not worried bout the whips
I want the crown not Range Rovers
Take these drugs all back to back
Refuse to live sober
Staggered to the bigger picture
Kap will rise for ya
And imma shine for ya
Go cross that line for ya
No need to sign unless it's zeros by that line for us
They all in line for us
Keep hearing run forest
They say to turn away from light I chose to run for it
Money take the pain away
Brokenness is too annoying
Put his pride all to the side what what would he do for it (don't let that go over your head)
Know that I said that I ain't made it till I'm world tourin
This life just ain't assuring, endured and kept maturing
Tried to break up every habit
Shit keep reoccurring
Probably should've stayed in school
Least then I'd have insurance
Keep going need endurance
Tho all my limbs is burning
Success don't only come to talent
A couple workers earned it