Estoy Cansa-
Newark, by JG
What is Newark?
Newark is like a big ass wall
A city, made out of bricks
And every time you try to destroy it, it rebuilds
What are drugs?
Drugs are something you use as an excuse to cope with the pain
It leaves you standing on the sidewalk talking to yourself
You start twitching, itching
And once you tell yourself I ain't doing drugs anymore
You start begging for money
And those pennies that you saved
Were supposed to be for food-
I'm Tired of getting my heart broken
I'm Tired of my depression keeping me frozen
I'm Tired of people giving up on me
I'm Tired of feeling like I'm the bad person
I'm Tired of people thinking that I need nursing
I'm Tired of helping those who don't deserve it
I'm Tired of people telling me to go to church
I'm Tired of people telling me to search for God
I'm Tired of feeling like I'm a fraud, (Newark)
I'm Tired of praying, and I get no answers
Even when I cry, and beg, it just feels like I'm the cancer
I'm Tired of people having a problem with my music
I'm Tired of people thinking I'm too sick in the head
I'm Tired of her name being said
Fuck you if you don't like my shit
I'm Tired of people talking for God
I'm Tired of feeling odd
I'm Tired of people breaking promises
And then get mad when I do it
I'm Tired of all the hate
I'm Tired of not feeling great
I'm Tired of feeling suicidal, and idle
I'm Tired of being Tired
I'm alone, and I'm fucking Tired man
So lemme tell you somethin'
I'm Tired, of bein' friends with liars
I'm Tired of, making mistakes, that're dire
I'm Tired of living in a society, that gives me, anxiety
I'm Tired of taking the blame for everything
I'm Tired of still worrying about her
I'm Tired of thinking about what we were
I'm Tired of remembering that I was her chauffeur
I'm Tired of the pain
I'm Tired of thinking about that she'll come back to me again
She was like my boomerang, she always came back to me
But this time, she went the other direction with he
I'm Tired of not learning my lesson
I'm Tired of everything being a question
I'm Tired of staying stuck in the same session
I'm Tired of making songs about her
I'm Tired of not letting go
I'm Tired of having hope
I'm Tired of falling down this slope
People are always against me, talking shit about me
Posting shit about me behind my back, but when I attack
Them, and her, they go berserk, and send people to tell me shit
I'm Tired of having a fit
Estoy cansado, I'm Tired, I can't sit
Estoy cansado, I'm Tired, I was her punching bag, all I did was feel the hit
Estoy cansado, I'm Tired, of the way she talks to me now
Tired of living, this shit just ain't giving me any reason to continue
Worn out, exhausted, I feel discontinued, all that I can contribute, are bad vibes
I am described as someone with no respect, and all they expect is me as a failure
I know what you did...
All that liquor in your belly
Now you know why I was the way that I was with you
Being jobless, helpless, I'm hoping my degree helps me, but without she, there is no we
I'm Tired of being stressed out, and I'm about to say fuck it, and give up
Tired of not rapping about other topics, I think that Imma go back to my antibiotics
I stopped her from being an alcoholic, but now without me, she finds herself sleeping on the floor with an empty bottle
Tired of feeling sad all day, and there is no way for me to be happy again
God forgive me for I have sinned
But praying to God is like talking to the wind
Give up, quit, this is it, no more chances, we did our dances,
Let go, move on, she's gone, we're nothing, I'm just something she wants to forget
No contact, the love you had for me has contracted
Fuck my feelings, you're happy, and that's all that matters right?
ARE YOU TIRED of breaking my heart?
ARE YOU TIRED of leaving my soul marked?
ARE YOU TIRED of always giving up on me?
BECAUSE I'M TIRED of you abandoning me
I'M TIRED of you being against me
ALL I EVER DID WAS TRY TO FUCKING HELP YOU!
I'M TIRED of your only clue is to withdrew
I'm… I'm… I am… I'm Tired… of my… I'm Tired of my anger… controlling me
Antes de que estuviera lista para hablar
Necesitaba descubrirme en silencio-
De mí misma
Baby girl...
If you think you got me back for what you did at that bar
(Laughter)
Wait until Dying comes out
Stay tuned
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