You know I'm not good at talking about this
Makes me sick every time that I think about it

Your hand in someone else's
While I'm left alone and helpless
Can you feel that void in my chest
Where my heart is weak and lifeless

You're on my mind
All the time
You've consumed about all my nights
Lost the fight
Won't survive
Now i'm only half alive

You were falling in love
While I was falling into pieces
Now i'm scared of love
And I'll never know what peace is

I'll never get what I want
But I thought just for once
That I
I could be the one
Got my hopes up so high
The first time in my life
That I felt like I was alive

Put me on life support
I should've known I can't afford
All these feelings that are torture
And all the pain I can't get over

You're on my mind
All the time
You've consumed about all my nights
Lost the fight
Won't survive
Now i'm only half alive

You were falling in love
While I was falling into pieces
Now i'm scared of love
And I'll never know what peace is"