It's taken so long to find my way
Through all the pain and memories
I'm finding what it's like to feel okay again

I've found my way through all this mess
A place to feel safe in my head
Maybe I can show you there's a way out

I hated myself for the way that I been
I had to take my time getting better
Cause I was gonna take my life and throw it all away
But now I'm getting better everyday

I'm tired of feeling like a fucking failure
I never thought that my own brain could be a traitor
I can't rely on just myself to make it out of here
Yeah

I found my way through all this mess
A place to feel safe in my head
Maybe I can show you there
Maybe I can show you there's a way out

Hated myself for the way that I been
I had to take my time getting better
Cause I was gonna take my life and throw it all away

I hated myself for the way that I been
I had to take my time getting better
Cause I was gonna take my life and throw it all away
But now I'm getting better everyday

When you walked in
And you saw me
Laying on my back staring at the ceiling
I wasn't okay, no I wasn't okay
Been so sick of feeling like there's something wrong with me

I hated myself for the way that I been
I had to take my time getting better
Cause I was gonna take my life and throw it all away