Everyone forgets the damage you do
They won't mention the hell you put em through
But it was you
It's like when you die
You're a saint in their eyes, and
All that they do is cry to sleep
But did they really care, when
You were alive, or
If you survived, or even pitied
And I know you were young,
Still naive, called it fun
While you're hurting the ones
That gave you all their love
I'm not saying you weren't important to me
I'm just tired of the cries, the lies and longing
Like why did you have to do -
Why did you hurt me
While I was still in her womb
Why did you think it was such a fine thing to do
Like I'd never find out
Like I wouldn't lash out
Like, I made you my hero
Tried to convince me
That she couldn't love me so
But she's the reason that I care for others more
And she never tainted
All your claims were just specious