I feel like I'm losing me
But I don't wanna believe
That our destinies
Aren't by our design
But reality sinks in
When I battle my demons
That we never had control of our lives
Awake but frozen here
I'm paralyzed by fear
A fear of what I'm becoming
I don't deserve to live
This damage can't be fixed
I wish right now I could feel nothing
I fell victim to
Taking for granted
The things that I love
And now they're gone
I regret and I wish
But there isn't more chances
To say goodbye
For the last time
I feel like I'm losing me
But I don't wanna believe
That our destinies
Aren't by our design
But reality sinks in
When I battle my demons
That we never had control of our lives
I'm like a moth to a flame
Forever lost in the pain
But I'll still give it all
For you
Cuz I have nothing left to lose
I've seen thousands of souls
That succumb to ascension
Howling for help
But there's no one to listen now
I'm screaming aloud
But no one replies
Except the voice inside my mind
I fell victim to
Taking for granted
The things that I love
And now they're gone
I regret and I wish
But there isn't more chances
To say goodbye
I'm begging why
Do we just heal
Only to hurt
Do we freeze to feel the burn
Why do we breathe
Just to choke
Do we beg when losing hope
Why do we scream
Why do we cry
When there's nothing left inside
I guess the blame's on me
For your bloody knife
So when I stab your back don't be surprised
I feel like I'm losing me
But I don't wanna believe
That our destinies
Aren't by our design
But reality sinks in
When I battle my demons
That we never had control of our lives
I'm like a moth to a flame
Forever lost in the pain
But I'll still give it all
For you
Cuz I have nothing left to lose
I've seen thousands of souls
That succumb to ascension
Howling for help
But there's no one to listen now
My mind is two faced
So I am to blame
When you're under my skin