Huh, Aye
Woke up today with a pain in my chest (uhuh)
Same as the day before, and the day before, and the day before that
20 missed calls now my battery's flat
I cannot get a rest cuz you make me paranoid
I keep losing sleep (yeah yeah)
I hate the way you make then break my day
And I stay wide awake
I cannot help but weep
I see you in my nightmares
I see you in my dreams (I do)
I hate it when you're not there
I thought we were a team (yeah yeah yeah)
I go insane at the snap map making sure you're awake
Praying to God you ain't with somebody else
All this pain I cannot take
I get so angry when you're not here
But as soon as you come through
I cannot help but love you (I can't)
I hate the way you make me feel vulnerable (yeah)
I feel so dumb losing sleep over you
I wanna fuck you up
But I wanna fuck you too
Why can't you kiss my with your love
Like how you used to?
And now I'm all alone
And the bed sheets smell like you
(How much of it was a lie?)
(I wish this wasn't real)
(I don't wanna die)
(But I don't wanna feel)
(I don't wanna feel)
I just wanna cry
Will I ever heal?
How much of it was a lie?
I wish this wasn't real
I don't wanna die
But I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
Thankful to God that I beat all the odds
I'm takin' my shit and they thinking it's odd
I fuck his girl once then I vanish like Oz
He talk on the gang turn him corn on the cob (grrra)
I'm dealing with heartbreak, physical pain
But nobody knows
I keep to myself
Everyday looks the same
Sometimes I'm depressed
But you cannot tell the difference (you can't)
I stay in my lane with diligence
I watch all my haters with vigilance
I planned climbing out of Hell
It was no coincidence (coincidence)
Uh, Aye
They say make love not war
But shit, I fought for our love
I don't know your thoughts
But they weren't about us
I gave you the stars
You gave me stardust
In exchange for your smile I lost all my trust
Uh, Aye
The ones that judged me for my worth
Were the ones that wished me the worst
I got about 70 years to live on this earth
And that's if I don't do anything rash (rash)
Only once chance, there's no coming back
My life, summed up in a dash
I pray to make good everyday that I breathe
You never know when you might die out and bleed
I'm misunderstood, I'm a kid with a dream
I don't hang out with them
Cuz they don't get me
I pray to the Father I get on my knees
She's lost with no dad so she gets on her knees
I hope she does well
But I ain't no savior I won't fill her needs
She came into life without saying "yes please
I came in her mouth got her screaming "yes please
She's screamin' out JKE "I hate your guts
But I'm still up in her guts (that's right)
I know, I know she belongs to the streets
But I fell in love with the pussy
I try to do better each day that I plead
I know, I hate to be pushy (uhuh)
But Lord have mercy on me