And all my troubles they go up above
On a mission tryna find the love
Feeling distant from my people cuz
They'd only miss me if I end it all
If I don't see them I dont ever call

They prolly thinking I don't give a fuck
Even in the room I'm so off the wall
Even in the womb I was uninvolved
Even in my tomb I'll be loving y'all

I feel the eyes
Eyes that you look at me with
I feel the pressure
Pressure they think I ain't shit
I feel the force in me
I know I ain't finished yet
Fuck it I redirect
Fuck around resurrect

Just cause you lost don't make you a lost cause you know
Just cause you fall don't mean you're losing it all you know
Just cause you walking without direction
And losing affection don't mean you ain't in the right direction or learning Lessons

You know my momma told me once this life's gone hit you with a lot of punches
Better keep a loaded clip
Dig until you forge something
How bad is your how bad
Know the rich dad
Ain't much different than the poor dad

Know a mishap
Be your ending in a millisec
Disposition militant
Forgive a nigga I'm raised different
Niggas close to you be your grave diggers
Been done dirty by mad niggas like mad bitches

Show me you fake and it's over period life sentence
I'm working on it like my last project
I'm working on me I ain't perfect yet
Style under construction I ain't perfect that still

Love is just lust plus time
And I been doing this my whole life
In constant anxiety
People deceiving me
Fate is denying me
I lust for the wins
I lust for the drugs
I lust for the pain
I lust for your love

Please don't leave me without it
Cause to make it through without you
My chances I doubt it
I doubt it I doubt I I I doubt it

Please don't leave me without it
Cause to make it through without you
My chances I doubt it
I doubt it I doubt I I I doubt it

I just wanna know who you're tryna impress
'Maybe you should relax
Work on being yourself
You tryna fit in a box you only hurting yourself
Why you ain't loving yourself
Why you ain't loving yourself

I just wanna know who you're tryna impress
'Maybe you should relax
Work on being yourself
You tryna fit in a box you only hurting yourself
Why you ain't loving yourself
Why you ain't loving yourself

I just wanna know who you're tryna impress
'Maybe you should relax
Work on being yourself
You tryna fit in a box you only hurting yourself
Why you ain't loving yourself
Why you ain't loving yourself

I just wanna know who you're tryna impress
'Maybe you should relax
Work on being yourself
You tryna fit in a box you only hurting yourself
Why you ain't loving yourself
Why you ain't loving yourself