After all the time I spent without you
I lay alone, wondering who I am
Am I someone who could not give two shits about you?
Or am I just prone to say I can handle things, when I can't
Am I okay
If I'm not sure what I want?
Am I ashamed
To fall into your arms?
Or am I just a little boy who's tearing in your heart?
When I grow up will I still feel the same way about you?
Cause the feeling's so cold, yet we're melting away in our hands
And you say "is it too much to ask if we're meant to last through
A long winding road, meant to crash cause we're not worth the time that we stole?"
Am I afraid
If I can't be what you want?
Am I insane
If you're all I've ever loved?
Or am I just a little boy who's tearing us apart?
If things could change
Are we worth the fight or what?
Cause if it's love, then go away
You're better when I'm gone
Cause I'm just a little boy who'll never realise what he's lost