I don't know what I want and you know
I thought I wanted to be desired, um
But that life at a standstill
(? Only happens when I stand still)

Why's the horizon still too far to grave my palm?
(Like it's out of my reach)
Somehow the blessing loses meaning when you realize
(I never gave myself room to grow)
And I wanna change (I thought I wanted you)
(I just, I thought I wanted this)
You want me and I want change (I don't want no sitatuion)
(To get away just for a second)
I needed freedom (to be nowhere)
While you held on to the old me
(To be nowhere) I don't know anything
(To be nowhere)
Are you still dreaming 'bout the old me?