Uh yeah,
I think your in a rush
I been fighting off all of these feelings
Like im in a rut
Like i can never tell what the difference is
Through all this distance
Like all we ever do is fight back and forth
How can i see clear through a mf iphone
When you just text me all the time
But you wanna be left alone
All you ever do is try to make it all my fault
Like you tell me all these lies
But you don't think your in the wrong

But baby was i
The one that you run to?
Baby i know that's a lie
You do the same shit like every night
To pass the time
At this point its easier to say im fine
Cause every time that i try harder
I'm useless
But baby that's not something
That's new to me
I've been struggling my whole life
With fucking anxiety
Cause i know i got to many issues
Baby ill just try my hardest to
Never make up another excuse

Its like oohh i been trying so god damn hard
Like whats the point of being away this long?
Like i dont wanna do this
You been so new to this
And i been acting stupid

Baby do you need me anymore ?
You been driving me crazy
Got my blood spilled on the floor
Its like anything you wanna do
I'm begging for more
So why do you just sit there and ignore
Like baby its like i dont want this shit to end
But you still left
Like i dont want this shit to end
You want me still dead
Lets not pretend that you cared baby
I been fighting all of these thoughts as of lately

But baby was i
The one that you run to?
Baby i know thats a lie
You do the same shit like every night
To pass the time
At this point its easier to say im fine
Cause everytime that i try harder
Im useless
But baby thats not something
Thats new to me
Ive been struggling my whole life
With fucking anxiety
Cause i know i got to many issues
baby ill just try my hardest to
never make up another excuse
Ugh but im so fucking useless
Ugh im so fucking useless
Im so fucking useless
Im so fucking useless