I can't stand it
Everywhere I look, I see you
Try to reach you but I lost you in the black
I can't hold these memories
No, they are see-through
Try to find it, but there ain't no looking back
And I know that this is done
I can feel it in my lungs
All this smoke inside my chest
Now my heart is feeling numb
Broken mirrors
Look at me, like what do we do?
I wish I could change the way I am
I hate it but I think I still might need you
Taking me back
Ever since May of '96
I was never one of those ones
That fit in with the rest of these kids
Either had mad friends or had none
Moved so much, didn't know where I lived
I was always goin back and forth
Emotions run wild, fast as a Porsche
I was young and i had to jump off the porch
Had to get to the bag
No I can't afford to be broke
Then addiction took me over
Whole life fell apart, + i really went broke
+ they thought that i would fall
know they thought that I'd choke
But I came back up, I'm clutch, 24
I been looking for the answers
But i really don't know
Where to turn anymore
And I can't stand it
Everywhere I look, I see you
Try to reach you but I lost you in the black
I can't hold these memories
No, they are see-through
Try to find it, but there ain't no looking back
And I know that this is done
I can feel it in my lungs
All this smoke inside my chest
Now my heart is feeling numb
Broken mirrors
Look at me, like what do we do?
I wish I could change the way I am
I hate it but I think I still might need you
Taking me back
Ever since I was like 6
Had mad independence still
Swear love was my only weakness
I could fall bout a thousand times
And I'd still go find a new switch
Yeah I'd still go back and forth
I'll do it all again, yeah I'm asking for it
I think about you still, but I ignore it
I abhor this thought that I'll never find love
Found peace, wish it could be enough
But I still think about you
When it starts to get tough
But I'll never get bad enough to hit you up
Know I'll only be back
Where I'm at in a second
I ain't goin back to that
Shorty make me get reckless
So I try to forget but
I can't stand it
Everywhere I look, I see you
Try to reach you but I lost you in the black
I can't hold these memories
No, they are see-through
Try to find it, but there ain't no looking back
And I know that this is done
I can feel it in my lungs
All this smoke inside my chest
Now my heart is feeling numb
Broken mirrors
Look at me, like what do we do?
I wish I could change the way I am
I hate it but I think I still might need you