(heartinloveee)
I'm trapped in this hell, red walls all around
Pentagrams and rituals, dark vibes abound

Hating my body, caught in a trap
Fatphobic thoughts, can't shake the crap
I'm in a dark room, painted all red
Satanic signs spinning in my head
Wrist cut, on cam, can't get out of bed
Gaining pounds, eating pain instead

Hating myself, fat thoughts creep
Want that skinny life, nightmares in my sleep
Feel like crap, can't find my leap
Hating on my body, wounds cut deep

Chowing down junk, in this hellish pit,
Life's on hold, I just don’t give a shit

(x0x0jolyne)
Stop tearing my heart
I can't take it anymore
Im tired of this pain somebody
Come and help me
I'm tired of this pain
I'm gonna blow my fucking brains
imtired of this pain
somebody come help me
I can't get enough
I need a fucking rush
need so more Adderall
And need more fucking drugs
I can't enough
I need some more pills
to sleep tonight
To sleep tonight

(v4mpirz)
Gaining all this shit
I think I'm gonna stab my eyes
Taking all these pills
Cause I wanna fucking die
I might kill myself tonight
Cause I'm messed up in the mind
All these damn rituals
I'm tryna pass time
Demons horns in the night
Telling me die
I'm messed up in the head
Why couldn't I just lie?
I'm gaining all my feelings
I just deserve to die
I'm suicidal in the head
I hate myself
I wanna die