I stash these memories because the pain is killing me (yea(
It's disrupting the process, disrupting our chemistry
What's better than being free? (Nun) count your days
I want this to last, I need to know are you really feeling me?
Behind closed doors, behind these beats
I need reassurance because I'm unsure
It's the calm feeling, wind blowing near the shore
I implore you to keep your head on a swivel
At the store, in traffic driving cuz I'm missing you
I wrote these word of affirmation in hopes it's getting through
You doing tricks on it, like Now You See Me 2
Me and the homies a closed circle
Ain't nobody getting through
You only talk about your pain, like I ain't healing too
This is where I'm at, this is where I lead the competition
This is when I hit the rest, label me a threat cuz of my ambitions
Like lebron in the clutch, I'm barely missing
These are the hunger games and I'm representing my district
I'm new to this rich shit, how much do I pay the assistant?
I keep going up and I still don't see my ceiling
I keep popping up on charts, I keep hitting my mark like darts
The ones you love most, becomes a school of sharks
I wouldn't do this shit if I didn't think I was making art
To stay sane in this reality, I stashed the memories
I stashed the memories, it's hard to walk away
In order to be free, I stashed my memories