Losing you

if i told you
that i haven’t been the same you know it’s true.
when you saw me break down did it hurt you too?
‘cause it never really showed, do you regret it?

what if i said
that i still can’t sleep on your side of the bed
and i haven’t moved your pillow since you left
would that change the way you felt ‘bout how it ended ?

i don’t know how i can let go

now i’m caught inside a loop
and nothing is changing
the words that you told me
they’re stuck in my memory
repeating them over and over is heavy

and i can’t escape the feeling
don’t know what to do
so i keep on choosing your ghost
over losing you

losing you

what if you’ll get
every little thing you ever wanted
would i be waiting here forever haunted ?
or will i find a way back to myself ?

‘cause i don’t know how i can let go

now i’m caught inside a loop
and nothing is changing
the words that you told me
they’re stuck in my memory
repeating them over and over is heavy

and i can’t escape the feeling
don’t know what to do
so i keep on choosing your ghost
over losing you

got so good at chasing the idea and the thought of you right here
i forgot that you had let me down
now i’m busy talking to your ghost
because you will never know
how it kills me that you’re not around

now i’m caught inside a loop
nothing is changing
the words that you told me
are stuck in my memory
repeating them over and over is heavy

and i can’t escape the feeling
don’t know what to do
so i keep on choosing your ghost
over losing you

losing you
losing you
losing you
losing you

losing you
losing you
losing you
losing you