You say that time is just a number
But I would always wonder
Without you would it pass me by
I'm steady talking to the mirror
I try to make it cleaner
But then I see the pain in my eyes
And I hope you realize
You took your knives, you dig in deeper
And yeah it hurts sometimes
And baby don't be surprised
When I ask for a compromise
But you shut me down and leave me alone
And leave me paralyzed, yeah
All I wanted to know is
Why you wanted to go
Cold, my heart stopped, I'm barely breathing
Not enough, afraid that I'll end up bleeding
I find it tough to want you, when you're just leaving
Why you gotta be so
Why you gotta be so
Cold
I'm broken but slowly healing
And this back and forth love
Yeah, it's so deceiving
I can see the way you act
And it's unappealing
Why you gotta be so
Why you gotta be so
Hot and cold
feelings that I'll never know
Sometimes I fold
Dealing with these highs and lows
I'm feeling ecstatic now, now that you status down
Ain't no average, I can't have it, it don't matter now
So don't bring me down, baby, break it down
Out of town, downtown, I can't bring you round, round
Every time you lean on me, know the feeling's right
But it's never all you see, sometimes it's out of spite
Pressure got its weight on me, too much PSI
Conversations calling dry, and now it's all goodbyes
For that touch, I'm fiending now
I'm begging and I'm pleading now
But fuck it now I'm breaking out
Cold, my heart stopped, I'm barely breathing
Not enough, afraid that I'll end up bleeding
I find it tough to want you, when you're just leaving
Why you gotta be so
Why you gotta be so
Cold
I'm broken but slowly healing
And this back and forth love
Yeah, it's so deceiving
I can see the way you act
And it's unappealing
Why you gotta be so
Why you gotta be so
Cold