Your sister sent me a picture of her kids today
And I don't know what I should say
Did you forget to tell her that we're through?
How's your mom?
Did she make ever make it to the pyramids?
I'm sorry if you hate hearing this, but
I can't help it, when my heart is on the loose
Did your nephew start walking on his own?
Did you decide it's time to move back home?
Cause you and me and this city are just not right for you?
I wanna ask you but I won't
I don't want to be unfair
I know I ended it so I won't take it there
But I keep my finger on the trigger of my phone
Cause I still care
And I can't help but wonder
If your world is still in color
While mine is now dark and gray and cold
I wanna ask you but I won't
I wanna ask you but I don't
Do you still go to Hollywood lake park,
With your picnic blanket til the dark?
And watch the sun set over
The city that once was ours
I'm dying to know, have you met somebody new?
Does he take care of you?
Does he give you everything
I wasn't able to?
I wanna ask you but I won't
I don't wanna be unfair
I know I ended it so I won't take it there
But I keep my finger on the trigger of my phone
Cause I still care
And I can't help but wonder
If your world is still in summer
While mine is now dark and gray and cold
I wanna ask you but I won't
I wanna ask you but I don't
So I interrogate our friends
In casual conversation
Asking them again
If they know how your day's been
They stay outta the middle
But I just need a little
To keep me from the edge
I'll respect your space
I'll respect your wishes
You don't wanna see me
And trust me I get it
So I'll shout into the void all alone
But your echoes follow everywhere I go
And maybe one day you'll answer back
And then I'll know
I wanna ask you but I won't
I don't wanna be unfair
I know I ended it so I won't take it there
But I keep my finger on the trigger of my phone
Cause I still care
And I can't help but wonder
If you've found another
While I am out here on my own
I wanna ask you but I won't
I wanna ask you but I don't