Breathing the fumes
Alone in the room
Say goodbye, close your eyes
And never see what the future holds

Never see the future's gold
Barricade yourself within
Put a wall up to numb the pain without
And cleanse yourself of the pain within

A tragedy
Calamity
Tell yourself it's over now
A travesty
Insanity
Tell yourself it's over now

Kill off all semblance of self
Put your dreams back on the shelf
Kill off all that which is within
To end the pain beneath your skin

Sew your mouth shut in a smile
Put on a pretty face
Try to pretend

Feel the impending end

Breathing the fumes
Alone in the room
Say goodbye, close your eyes
And never see what the future holds

Never see the future's gold
Barricade yourself within
Put a wall up to numb the pain without
And cleanse yourself of the pain within

A tragedy
Calamity
Tell yourself it's over now
A travesty
Insanity
Tell yourself it's over now

Kill off all semblance of self
Put your dreams back on the shelf
Kill off all that which is within
To end the pain beneath your skin

Sew your mouth shut in a smile
Put on a pretty face, try to pretend
Feel the impending end

I only hope
These words will save you
Or that this chapter is never written.
Please forgive me for my fears