Tolerance breaks and body shakes
vomit's virtue is stomach's saved
This salty sweat on my pale flesh
Is dripping down my stale face
Sober hunger's thinned me
Since receipts for reef received
Bought Devil's lettuce with stolen cheese
now without clouds I can't eat
In 2010 I was fourteen
My growth plates made sore knee
So my growing pains morphine
Was keystones and warm tree
My remedy for boredom when the moon moved the seas
My weeknight life was abuse vice, repeat

Kush, cash and honey's love
Live fast and die young is
what I want but I don't need

Clean lungs and money tucked
Live smart and grow up is
what I need but I can't be

I'n thinking of quitting right now
I'n thinking of quitting right now but
I'n thinking of quitting right now


today is today
and tomorrow Ill improve
but saying Ill quit tomorrow
feels like deja vu

White lies and white lines
My crooked septum's slow demise
8 balls cued the scent of gas
cnd the view of Ben's green eyes
In 22, I was 26
With bloody mucus and numb lips
My throat tickled from drug drip
But a bag meant that fun begins
2am express I've never felt so alive
3am pretend these are my best friends for life
4am stress that this will be my final line
5am I wept cuz the sun stole the sky

Kush, cash and honey's love
Live fast and die young is
what I want but I don't need

Clean lungs and money tucked
live smart and grow up is
what I need but I can't be

I'n thinking of quitting right now
I'n thinking of quitting right now but
I'n thinking of quitting right now

Today is today
and tomorrow Ill improve
but saying Ill quit tomorrow
Feels like Deja Vu