Oh baby you
You had what I need
Or at least I once believed
'Til you disappeared from me
The night we first met, I could never forget
'Cause even at my lowest, I can feel an S on my chest
She had the body of a goddess like I'm looking at Venus
Felt a special aura from her and I couldn't believe it
The more I learned about her, she got me in awe
Like I know her favorite song of mine is Hollywood Star
You brought a new given purpose 'cause to me you're picture perfect
To hear it from my heart, I need some liquid courage
But when I take my shot, I don't think that shit is workin'
I feel more unconfident after this fifth of bourbon
I wanna show my love, just can't articulate it
No matter how much given, it ain't reciprocated
And motherfuck the rumors, just get to know the real me
Even if it ultimately doesn't go ideally
I swear I'll never find someone better than you
And since you've ghosted me, I just go mess with the booze
Uh
I'm just a fool
Who let you get too close
I thought I knew you the most
Now you vanished like a ghost
Drunk on the booze
'Cause my love for you is toast
Now I see the truth and I have the proof
I got nothing left to lose
If you know that communication is key
Question is, why the fuck are you then playin' with me?
You really got me feelin' like I live a blues song
It's hard enough already to do this and move on
I really should be on the next chapter for new shit
But it feels like the last one hasn't concluded
The writing's on the wall, I should've been superstitious
Ain't no wonder, I tried to quit, but it's too addictive
It's hard for me today, so I drink and I smoke
'Cause there's a part of me I hate that just lingers for hope
I'm tryna wipe the thoughts of you from the back of my mind
While the Brandy is the only one that matches with Rye
Every time I thought I've found the one, the shit doesn't click in
I don't know why the ones I wanna love become so distant
At this point, I ain't tryna win her over
Fuck it, I just couldn't say this shit when sober
I'm just a fool
Who let you get too close
I thought I knew you the most
Now you vanished like a ghost
Drunk on the booze
'Cause my love for you is toast
Now I see the truth and I have the proof
I got nothing left to lose
My heart pours like the raindrops
And you don't pay no mind
I don't know when the pain stops
'Cause I think about you all the time
Why do the simplest things
Feel so damn complicated
I can't say what I mean
If I'm not intoxicated
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
I can't say what I mean
If I'm not intoxicated
I'm just a fool
Who let you get too close
I thought I knew you the most
Now you vanished like a ghost
Drunk on the booze
'Cause my love for you is toast
Now I see the truth and I have the proof
I got nothing left to lose