I'm stumped. Got my shoulders shrugged. I'm feelin' drugged
Flooded with emotion my veins are pumped
What's the meaning of fun when your mind just roams
Think about the impossible the dos and don'ts
The what if this or what if that
My mind just roams and the gears turn fast
Loose track of time and my mind goes blind
I mean it when I say imma different kind
The others aren't alike
I think about life what is the meaning
I feel a little stumped and I start retreating
My mind starts overheating
I gotta write down my words and start a singing
The voices in my head they start a jingling
I lose all sense and my wrist start bleedin'
Yea what is the meaning, what is my purpose
Cause I'm feelin' stumped and I'm feelin' worthless
When I go to talk my words are wordless
I speak from pain I speak from hurtin'
The truth
Yea It hurts a lot
It burns a lot
I wish it would stop
But it keeps on getting stronger like the milligrams
Tryna hide the pain underneath the Xan's
Walking on the beach feet in the sand
Forgot about happiness my life is so bland
Only joy I get is when I'm holding your hand
I miss the days when you were my biggest fan
I've hit a brick wall imma give you a call
Please don't hang up without you I will fall
Your words are my strength and they let me stand tall
Without your voice I'd be curled in a ball