I think ive never felt like this
Im so alone
Im 34 and a white man
I always thought my life would be
More chill Than that
But I was wrong
So wrong and I dont
Wanna make a big deal out of it
Cause I know it will pass
I know it will pass
Relationships can fuck you up
Thats not your fault
You only feel what you are
And at this moment I dont know
What to expect
I know it hurts
It hurts and I dont
Wanna make a big deal out of it
Cause I know It will pass
I know it will pass
It would be nice
To feel her glacier in front of my eyes
It makes you tough
The warmth in me hurts so much
It could be nice
To see her smiling at me every night
But now it hurts
so much and I dont
Wanna make a big deal out of it
Cause I know it will pass
I know it will pass
Should I take it slow, my heart is asking me for a break
Its hard to be in control of all my thoughts and pains, my mistakes
Ill light a cigarette, look at my window and think: “fuck, im sad”
I know its just today and then eventually it will pass