It's a lost cause
Let the blood dry up some
My eyes roll back
I feel fucking numb
Fraught with the cost
That I fuckin pay
Is this disarray or is this my own decay
They'll leave you all alone when you need them most
It's no skin off my back
Fight through the pain
They say it's lack of adaption
We've become terminally ill

Hair pulled back with my eyes closed
I live with darkness teeming you will never know
I never knew that it could be this way
I am a product of dismay

So here I lie awake
Left here to suffer my own fate
These walls have so much to say
I am a product of dismay