Eating crow on my birthday
Disappointed with my hair straight
Tying knots around existing
To keep me in place
Disappearing with a stomach ache
Downing peppermint and clary sage
Petty habits keep my mind busy
I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid
But am I lying
Am I lying
I've been on a rope swing burning my palms
Just to get this right
Did I get this right
I've been holding on for so damn long
And I won't cry now
I won't cry now
It's been quite the win
For someone still getting through it
Walk ahead until it blisters
Play it like rock-paper-scissors
Stare down the road until my head hurts
To keep me in shape
Always feeling like I'm wasting days
Stress me out until it loses taste
Pretty sure I'm over getting dizzy
I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid
Am I lying
I've been on a rope swing burning my palms
Just to get this right
Did I get this right
I've been holding on for so damn long
And I won't cry now
I won't cry now
It's been quite the win
For someone still getting through it
Eating crow on my birthday
To keep me in place