In the wine aisle looking for a scapegoat
Cuz my liver can handle what my heart won't And my mother wouldn't like that I'm drinking but it would kill her if she knew all the reasons

so I turn off the lights turn on the tv
no amount of melatonin's gonna make me sleep

I hate my nighttime routine
My head gets so fuckin mean
stressing about the future living in the past pretending I do but I don't know who I am
I miss being 17
Before I lost my virginity
Before I started to wonder if I was enough
I didn't think twice now I think way too much Yeah I hate my nighttime routine

adding steps in my skincare to keep me distracted tryna kill time cuz I don't feel attractive
Can't get in bed without 10 different pillows
I actually prefer all the noise out my window

so I turn off the lights turn on the tv
no amount of melatonin's gonna make me sleep

Vibey singy posty thingy
Reintro hook
swear I'm okay and this won't last forever it's been good before so it's gotta get better

I hate my nighttime routine
My head gets so fuckin mean
stressing bout the future living in the past pretending I do but I don't know who I am
I miss being 17
Before I lost my virginity
Before I started to wonder if I was enough
I didn't think twice now I think way too much Yeah I hate my nighttime routine