I'm checking Co-Star on the daily
If the stars aren't aligning for me
Maybe the world is retrograding
I'll let it be
I'm getting kinda sick of crying
Run into the waves to drown my tears
I think I like it
Feels like relief
Used to having someone who will give me all the answers
But I'm letting go
Hoping on the other side of chaos is the payoff that
I've never known
I'm on a high dive
Look over the edge
I'm still on the fence
Been going through it
I'm on a high dive
It's scary to me
That probably means
That I should do it
Close my eyes and count to ten
Haven't hit the water yet
I'm on a high dive
I'm holding my breath
I'm taking a step
Before I lose it
The party's starting after midnight
I'm not usually one to suggest
Skinny dipping in the moonlight
What's come over me?
Tired of keeping it all together
Under pressure
And haven't felt alive in forever
I know it's crazy but I
Can finally breathe
Getting used to being someone who will never have the answers
Cause I'm letting go
Hoping on the other side of chaos is the payoff that
I've never known
I've never known
I'm on a high dive
Look over the edge
I'm still on the fence
Been going through it
I'm on a high dive
It's scary to me
That probably means
That I should do it
Close my eyes and count to ten
Haven't hit the water yet
I'm on a high dive
I'm holding my breath
I'm taking a step
Before I lose it
I'm on a high dive
Look over the edge
I'm still on the fence
Been going through it
I'm on a high dive
It's scary to me
that probably means
That I should do it