Hurt you so I thought I should punish myself
Crazy how much you still mattered
Even when we weren’t together

I put you above me and everyone else
The things that I’d do do or I didn’t
You were in my decisions

Tally up the lowest score
I counted bodies but I won’t no more
and if you feel some type of way
Let me give you something to judge me for

I’ve been having fun being selfish now
I do what I want when I want to now
There’s a chance that I’ve been having company
But hmm
I don’t have to say a thing

Worry ‘bout that girl you’ve been taking out
Stead of who I’m with, if I’m happy
He might’ve kissed a little more than just my face but mmm
I don’t have to say a thing
Say a thing

If you thought I had it easy
To let you go to say I’m leaving
You don’t know all the different ways that I died

Cuz I couldn’t even move on
Cuz I missed you
And you still called
And I can’t believe that this entire time

You had the tally with the highest score
Baby I don’t know you anymore
I’m losing you with every single day
let me give you something to judge me for

The things that I’d do or I didn’t
You were in all my decisions

Baby have you heard that I’m selfish now?
I do what I want to now
Worry bout that girl you’ve taking now
Instead of who I’m with..if I’m happy

The things that I’d do or I didn’t
You were in all my decisions
It’s crazy how much you still mattered
It’s crazy how much you still mattered