Fuego al tabaco
Fire pon spliff
Its el

Tryna stay addiction free
Not part of my pedigree
But she got this hold of me
It's the whole of me
Feel it woefully
Tryna maneuver mentally
As carefully as I can be
As I can see
You still a part of me
All parts of me
And we're apart physically
But physically
I can still feel you
In the depths with me
In the depths of me
My heart
she screams
Craving a fix
You're the only thing fixing me
A broken me
I broke the tree
The tree of life
Creating our lineage
Fucked up
Tryna give out too many ribs
Nothing protecting the heart
You see
So our pain
I feel it repeatedly
Shoulders feeling heavier
Hard to breathe
Feeling so much less of me
How do you let go
How do you move forward
How do you grow
Crying
Contemplating those lines above
How you stop reminiscing
On that addiction you love
Thought I was past her
Thought I was past that
But I'm a spliff
In her cosmic hole
Shorty like pass that
Ash that
Save it for later
Feels like some reggie

Called me a bad pack
Picked out a wrong batch
Probably out a bad sack
Hope no floaters
Extract eggs for a fresh batch
Please don't stretch that
Cause
Ima

Click Clack
Pow
Blow my shit back
HAA

To resurface
With a different purpose
These vices got me hurting
These vices got me lurking
For a way up out her hold
Truth be told
Did this to myself
Was shown the playing card
Aint take the ones dealt
Came out a different stack
Thinking I'm the man
But the universe
She had a different plan
But I don't know
Where I'm at
Where I am

How I'm going
Where I'm going
How I'm doing
What I'm doing

It is what it is
Until it's not what you thought
This addiction finna get me
Left behind
Finna get me got
Just need to stop
Get up out my head
And into my vault
And plot
What's my next move
Checkmate
And fuck you
Cause I'm that dude
Universe guiding me
Use her as my tool
To rule
And release bullshit
My cerebrum
White light fixating
My aura
Freedom
So I can
Physically be addiction free
And mentally
Hold on to this addiction key
Now she
That addiction
She can't get to me
Unless I let her get to me
Yeah see
I gotta
Open that door up
And if I do
Fuck it I'ma strut
And when I don't
Y'all know what's up

Taking day by day
Sun up
By sun up
Every new day

Yes
I won
EL