EL enigmA
Ya tu Sabe'
Espero que entiendan esto
I keep pushing myself
Never taking a break
Always thinking If I stop
I'm just sealing my fate
And if I'm being honest
My own damn conscious
Keeps running
So I'ma do whatever it takes
To be better than before but I swear that shit be stressing me
Just like when I left lil shawty, She kept on textin' me
Just like in Memphis City Schools, niggas were checkin' me
And yet I swerved all them obstacles but this one gets to me
See I can't seem to get away from the grind
They talk about it daily like it's a hell of a time
"How many hours did you spend?"
Man that's all that I hear
And when you stop, you get calm but then you have fear
Of not doing enough and also doing too much
Of being shamed when you end the day with a blunt
Of not having it together, at least on the surface
Of getting to the end and realize it wasn't worth it
I just need a second to think
"But you gotta…"
I just need a second to think
"It's due at…"
I just need a second to think
A nigga workload increases every time that he blinks
We work for 24 hours and we still feel behind
We tell ourselves, we ain't unique, there's always 2 of a kind
I swear I gotta take some time
To learn how listen, feel and focus on the needs of my mind
I swear I gotta take some time
To learn how listen, feel and focus on the needs of my mind
Recojo mi telefono y empiezo a escrolear
En la media social que me dice
"Aprovechar el momento porque es fácil olvidar
Las memorias tan bonitas que nos ponen a callar"
Es algo dulce tranquilizarse
Y saber que a uno mismo debe amarse
Y cuando ella decida de él librarse
Estaré aquí pa' cuando quiera enamorarse
Acuérdate que no hay nadie como tú
Eres lindo como el mar y fuerte como bambú
Todos tus pensamientos son fuera de este mundo
No te compares, como tú eres no hay ninguno
Y mientras te digo esto, no acepto mis consejos
Constantemente me cayo boca apuntada a los cielos
Por la presión de un futuro donde solo tengo cero
Eso se llama una vida controlada por el miedo
De no hacer bastante y hacer demasiado
De terminar el día con un Philly a tu lado
De no estar listo cuando la gente te vea
De llegar al fin y aprender que no valió la pena
I just need a second to think
"But you gotta…"
I just need a second to think
"It's due at…"
I just need a second to think
A nigga workload increases every time that he blinks
We work for 24 hours and we still feel behind
We tell ourselves, we ain't unique, there's always 2 of a kind
I swear I gotta take some time
To learn how listen, feel and focus on the needs of my mind
I swear I gotta take some time
To learn how listen, feel and focus on the needs of my mind
I just need a second to think
"But you gotta…"
I just need a second to think
"It's due at…"
I just need a second to think
A nigga workload increases every time that he blinks
I work for 24 hours and I still feel behind
I tell myself, I ain't unique, there's always 2 of a kind
I swear I gotta take some time
To learn how listen, feel and focus on the needs of my mind
I swear I gotta take some time
To learn how listen, love and focus on the needs of my mind