There's no way I'll ever fail
The drugs and money made me pale
I bonded brothers paid they bail
I took the pass and made the lay up
Couldn't sleep I had to stay up
Reminiscing bout the days
I'll slip the blue note in the mail
Now there's a baddie everywhere
I walk into
The money blue, my money new, I didn't do
The things they wanted me to do
I kept it real I kept it true
I'm in the trap I'm in the stu
Can't believe how much we grew
They don't know what you been thru
And they'll never have a clue

If you don't tell em
I got no friends I got no time
No time to settle
Nope
I got no love
Just for the Kraft and that one Letter
I'm gon lock myself up til I get better
Til I get better
Ain't ever need luck maybe a little

When I was little
When I was little
I got the chain taken away
But now it got bigger
I'm in my prime and insane
Needa get better
No progress in this game
If you really let em
No Noo
Never gon let em
Noo Nooo

So much going thru my brain
It ain't helping with the pain
Getting too damn high
And I'm still feelin the same
Got these visions in my mind
Telling me I need to change
Can't remember times I've cried
Thru my eyes I felt the SHAME

I got backlash from the lies
And got bothered for my name
I'm gon overdose on tries
It don't matter the mistakes
Ain't gon give up that's on mind
That's on me and everything
I ain't do this for the fame
Had to do it for the gang

Countin up cheddar

Siri told me that it's drippy
Go check the weather
Dior Gucci and Gevinchy
Maison Margiela
Louis umbrella
Ralph Lauren sweater
Hold the Baretta
Gatta get paid anytime that I get up
Turning around everytime that they fed up
I felt a spark the first night I had met her
Said that about 30 times last September
Don't know no names it be hard to remember
When I be dealing with my own dilemas
THANK GOD I DIDNT GET LIL MANDI PREGNANT
Always had worried what if this ain't Disney
My story wont have happy endings for nothing
Unless I turn everything I got to something
Seen both my mom and my dad turn to junkies
Pouring a 7 inside of the Sunkist
Might be my last one
My stomach feels yucky
Gon blow the mil on the double R trucky
Most of these rappers made it kuz they lucky
Go play they tracks and it turns out real sucky
Honestly don't think that no ones above me
I don't need no clout I need someone to love me
Gone

So much going thru my brain
It ain't helpin with the pain
Getting too damn high
And I'm still feelin the same
Got these visions in my mind
Telling me I need to change
Can't remember times I've cried
Thru my eyes I felt the SHAME