My self-esteem evaporates
It burns my eyes it fumigates
My bones are bleached
My mind is weak
My blood is pureed through a sieve

My hope, an elastic band tied around my neck
Tip-toeing on the edge of a chair
Even though time stops
Hanging in the air
I'm grounded

I feel
That my life is a joke
Limping
Like a dying animal

What do you think happens when we die?
Do angels (is everything black?)
cnd demons (reencarnate?)
Lead us (just free me from here)
Home

My hope, an elastic band tied around my neck
Tip-toeing on the edge of a chair
Even though time stops
Hanging in the air
Through solace, find peace and grounding

I feel
That my life is a joke
Limping
Like a dying animal

How can you heal
If you don't know what it feels like

My whole life (they left me)
My emotional landscape (it's barren)
Deserted (it's all I know)
cn isolated island

My hope, an elastic band tied around my neck
Tip-toeing on the edge of a chair
Even though time stops
Hanging in the air
Through solace, find peace and grounding

Time stops as I drift away

I feel
That my life is a joke
Limping
Like a dying animal

My self-esteem evaporates (I feel eternally tired)
It burns my eyes it fumigates (time to rest)
My bones are bleached (so sick of the way things have gone)
My mind is weak
My blood is pureed through a sieve (time to rest)