I'm a mess, I'm a wreck, don't know what to do
Inside my head, it's a war, and I'm feeling so blue
Can't escape the voices, tearing me apart
Self-hatred's like a poison, coursing through my heart
Love and hate a twisted fate
In my heart its a constant debate
Cant escape this internal war
My heart aches im longing for more
I trusted you with all I had
But now its clear it was all a facade
Deceptions bitter taste it lingers on
A betrayal so cruel its hard to move on
And im drowing in betrayal my heart is in pieces
Your love turned to poison it never ceases
Tears like acid rain my souls in slivers
Betrayed and broken loves a deadly river
Torn in two im trapped in this fight
Between my heart and my inner spite
I want to love but im filled with doubt
Cant break free cant figure it out
Love and hate a twisted fate
In my heart its a constant debate
Cant escape this internal war
My heart aches im longing for more
Love and hate a twisted fate
In my heart its a constant debate
Cant escape this internal war
My heart aches im longing for more