Should I speak your name?
That four letter refrain
A force I've tried to game
Not a true believer
Sonnets seeped in shame
Misbegotten claims
Sparks to burned up flames
Too overeager
But I'll entertain
The careening of this plane
Fly then fall again
Cool, calm demeanor
I don't wanna intellectualize
Not trying to pick a side
I'm just trying not to feel
If the ceiling brings me solace in the night
Can't seem to pick a side
Does that mean that this is real?
Do I let myself trust?
A heart shrouded in dust
That too often feeds on lust
Just to hold something
Maybe I'm on the cusp
Of true, unbridled love
Should I just give up?
Didn't see this coming
I'm sick and tired of clinging to this guise (yeah)
I fain comfort and conceal
If the warmth of this incoming sunrise
Is best described
By the moments that I steal
With you
Then it's due
Time that I play through
I'm terrified it's rarefied
Unbridled and true
I'm terrified it's rarefied
Unbridled and true