I'm always drinking something just to feel good, I don't
I don't know why I wake up in the morning and start drinking, I know
I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm feeling so tired, of all the bullshit that I keep up inside
This drinking seems like the only thing that has been keeping me alive
The problem is I know I need to stop it, but I cannot stop it, cause the pain that I'm feeling is getting on top of the part of my brain that is in control of my mind everyday
I'm tryna kick the bottle
But every time I lose the battle
It's like I'm shooting blanks
To a nigga with a fully auto
But drinking lets me see tomorrow, yea
Yea I'm tryna kick the bottle
But I lose the battle
Lose the battle
I'm worried about the shit that wont ever happen
Life has it's lessons I've taken for granted
Locked up in my stu cooking up knowing one day I'm making it happen
Maybe this music and drank, will be the thing that make me happy
For now I'll deal with the demons that steadily keep on attacking me sleeping
But I stay awake
Cause I can't sleep
I can't sleep, yea
This pain is cutting deep
And I can't sleep
And I can't sle-ep
I'm always drinking something just to feel good, I don't
I don't know why I wake up in the morning and start drinking, I know
I'm gone, I'm gone