When I look in the mirror the faces change
Just wanted something to numb the pain
Is it just me or are the walls closing in?
Am I just a ticking time bomb awaiting explosion?
I’m too high
I can’t breathe
Can you feel my heart beat?
Convulsing, now I can’t sleep
Cause I’ve been having lucid dreams
That I call you and you’re not there
And so the scene ends bloody and red
So now I’ll say my prayers
Cause I don’t trust you and I don’t trust myself
And I don’t mean to self medicate,
It’s just I get so god damn frustrated
That I take in my breath
And I watch where I step
And I never skip my meds
But I’m still losing my mind
Oh no
Oh no
I call you and you’re not there
And so the scene ends bloody and red
So now I’ll say my prayers
Cause I don’t trust you and I don’t trust myself
I’m too high
I can’t breathe
Can you feel my heart beat?
Convulsing, now I can’t sleep
Cause I’ve been having lucid dreams
That I call you and you’re not there
And so the scene ends bloody and red
So now I’ll say my prayers
Cause I don’t trust you and I don’t trust myself