(jobana)
Hey mama sorry for the shit that i did
Hey mama it was a blessing just to be your kid
Hey mama it tore my heart to see u lay on that bed
That lil letter u gave to me keep replayin in my head
If we could reverse the roles i wish i’d be the one dead
I stay reflectin on your energy that only u had
I cant say what it was but it was just something u had
I had a couple dreams witcha and on your birthday it landed
U pulled me from that demon that was holding me stranded
U hovered over my body til i woke up emphatically
Had to walk my ass to the kitchen to think about what had just happened
Am i trippin or are u here w me i could only imagine
When i pray and hope u hearing me u come just like magic
Now the shit that i been speakin only come full of passion
Word
U said u proud of me whether it’s music or fashion, just keep doing what u doin baby don’t go lookin backwards
Man fuck
Why god, why u give me this life that i live
I’d prolly stay in the womb if i knew it would be like this
I still send texts & calls to that phone number u left
About how these other women got me fucked up and stressed, how my lil sisters doing
How my nephew lil x
There’s nothin they could be doin to keep your name off my chest
Faith in my heart only way there is left
And i place these pink flowers on that headstone where u rest
What up
Hey mama sorry for the shit that i did
Hey mama it was a blessing just to be your kid
Hey mama it tore my heart to see u lay on that bed
That lil letter u gave to me keep replayin in my head
If we could reverse the roles i wish i’d be the one dead
I stay reflectin on your energy that only u had
I cant say what it was but it was just something u had
Momma i miss u i’m waiting to see u again
(jobana)