Spilt the coffee in my cup
Ive cried every day this month
I should be on pills
But I don’t touch that stuff
I keep missing meals
This shits getting rough

I keep tripping down the stairs
I feel like nobody cares
Dropping weight
Like I’m dropping friends
And My smiles fake

All my days just
Blend, into
one, never ending
Spiral, I know
You, really cared
But you’re not there
To wake me from this

Nightmare
its a shit show in here
Nightmare
Swinging from the chandelier
Cant tell if I'm lucid
These plots are getting stupid
Nightmare
its a shit show in here

phone my ex every time I’m drunk
Told my therapist, but I think she sucks
She’s just repeating
Everything I’ve said
and now I’ve quit sleeping

Cause all my days just
Blend, into
one, never ending
Spiral, I know
You, really cared
But you’re not there
To wake me from this

Nightmare
its a shit show in here
Nightmare
Swinging from the chandelier
Cant tell if I'm lucid
These plots are getting stupid
Nightmare
its a shit show in here
Nightmare
its a shit show in here
Nightmare
Swinging from the chandelier

What if its me I fear
There’s no one I know in here
What if I disappear
Nightmare
its a shit show in here
Nightmare
Swinging from the chandelier
Cant tell if I'm lucid
These plots are getting stupid
Nightmare
its a shit show in here