I can't fall asleep
Awake with these questions and the broken memories
And they just keep on playing on repeat and I can't stop myself from wondering about what could have been
But I'm so afraid
That you'll leave me and then I'll have to pretend to be okay
So please, won't you stay?
I know you'll never love me back, so it'll hurt me either way
It's 3 am, I should be asleep
But instead I'm thinking about you
Once again awake
I bet you didn't notice the smile you saw today was fake
Cause all day along I was just a breath away from breaking down
But I can't bring myself to ruin your day
And it all keeps spinning round and round
And I can't even make a sound
So I write this in my head to keep me from falling apart
But I'm so afraid
That you'll leave me and then I'll have to pretend to be okay
So please, won't you stay?
I know you'll never love me back, so it'll hurt me either way
It's 3 am, I should be asleep
And why does it feel like my friends hate me
When all they do is have boundaries
And I can't even bring myself to say
I need you here with me
And why does it feel like I'd lose it all
If I didn't answer one fucking call
Yeah all of that makes it so I can't fall asleep
No I can't fall asleep
I'm so afraid
That you'll leave me and then I'll have to pretend to be okay
So please, won't you stay?
I know you'll never love me back, so it'll hurt me either way
But I'd never say
Cause I know it isn't what you need
Oh, why am I awake?
It's three am, I should be asleep
But instead I'm thinking about you
No instead I'm thinking bout you
Ooh