Stayin' up late 5am just me alone with my brain

'Nother bottle empty tryna drink away all my pain

Your love so in and out like flippin out then smiling face

Sift through my heartache like fuck I can't find the right page

Ain't even on the same thang

Bookmark the Same pain

I lose and you gain

You chose the right lane

I am left with my shame

Please meet me in middle

For life not a little,

I'm just on the side, chained

And now I'm just alone with all this love that I held on to (for you)

(And i'm)

Hoping you come back to me so ready to recieve it all and more too

Because as

Much as I should close the door and walk away Bae I could never follow through

(Aye)

Feels like I'm the only one hurting it sucks you got me how I wanted you

I dont think you know how deep this gets

Till I'm empty baby you can have the rest

You could have it all my heart right out my chest

And that's where the wound at

just reload then boom that

Right in the same spot

Where the empty room at

Self destruct don't give a fuck

I just feel way too much.

I Shouldn't even feel this way about you

Would've put me first early but then I found you

And the truth is I would die before I see you love after me

Some more truth i'm so bitter bout not having you actually

So I'ma hold on to you saying that you on your way back to me

(Did you really mean that)

Whole time I'm running back everything you ever said

But what's facts to me

And now I'm just alone with all this love that I held on to (for you)

(And i'm)

Hoping you come back to me so ready to recieve it all and more too

(Because as)

Much as I should close the door and walk away Bae I could never follow through

(Aye)

Feels like I'm the only one hurting it sucks you got me how I wanted you