Saw you at a party and you asked me how I've been
I said ""just fine""
But I know that you know
I lied

Always been too honest, so I'm holding it all in
Just for tonight--
Let's pretend, let's pretend
That I'm alright

Oh, you know me better than I even know myself
But tonight I came here hoping I could be somebody else

I hate that I'm an open book
Because I don't want you to read me
And I try to play it cool
I hate that you don't make it easy
Wish that I could be the girl who's moved on--
Who's making you jealous right now
But I miss you
And I hate that you can tell

Now we're making small talk
And you tell me 'bout your mom's home renovation (what?)
Guess you moved out of the basement (okay)
Wanna ask you where you're staying
But I don't, and I won't (huh!)
'Cause I'm too proud to admit the fact
That I want you back
I fuckin' hate that

I'm an open book (I'm an open book)
Because I don't want you to read me (no I don't want)
And I try to play it cool
I hate that you don't make it easy
Wish that I could be the girl who's moved on--
Who's making you jealous right now
But I miss you (I miss you)
And I hate that you can tell (that you can tell)
I hate that you can

See right through my bullshit
When I say how good it's going
You're so so casually indulging
My internalized emotions
Thought I felt good when I walked in
(When I walked in)
Now I'm self conscious second-guessing
(Got me second-guessing)
Every single thing I've said
You're living in my head
And I fucking hate that

I'm an open book
Because I don't want you to read me
And I try to play it cool
I hate that you don't make it easy
(Oh no-no-no)
Wish that I could be the girl who's moved on--
Who's making you jealous right now
(Uh! I miss you)
But I miss you
(Oh! You can always tell)
And I hate that you can tell
(Oh no-no-no-no)
But I miss you
And I hate that you can tell"