It was hard to find
Took my car along the ocean
Only dream of mine
Twist it dry and crack it open

Rooms that felt like ice
People that I'd only dreamt of
Dripping in advice
"Don't waste all your time with young love"

So I was gone
I tried to be
Something that never fit with me

So I hoped that I'd wake up
That I wasn't here right now
This whole year I made up
But I was awake somehow
I was awake somehow
I really prayed that
This whole year I made up
But I was awake somehow

I felt like a kid
You thought that you really knew me
And you probably did
Though I still cant see what you see

Think what you could have
You cant just be a musician
Babe is that so bad?
Maybe there's no competition

So I was gone
I tried to be
Something that never fit with me

So I hoped that I'd wake up
That I wasn't here right now
This whole year I made up
But I was awake somehow
I was awake somehow
I really prayed that
This whole year I made up
But I was awake somehow

So I hoped that I'd wake up
That I wasn't here right now
This whole year I made up
But I was awake somehow
I was awake somehow
I really prayed that
This whole year I made up
But I was awake somehow