My mind is the hallway its lurking in
Feel like a Christian cause I'm born to sin
Always try my best to hold it
But now its time to talk about the beast within
I can't take this anymore
Always thinking what am I living for
Know its taken over when I hit the floor
Better what your back this beast don't roar
No matter what time I can't see the light
Every small thing could start a fight
People never asking if I'm alright
Now I'm gonna talk about the beast tonight
Forced to watch it all from within my mind
It sneaks up on me from behind
This is shit people are divided by
Please don't make me bring the beast to life

There's something dark deep inside of me, it can always tell when people lie to me
I always fell anger build up within, that's when I know it's just beneath the skin
Worst thing is this is the world I know, even when I fight I never let it show
It's like I'm trapped within my own mind, my own damn eyes are the bars I'm behind
Every so often I'll go and let it slide, but every time I do I need to run and hide
Cause after people see it they can never decide, am I good or bad whats the fucks up with this guy
If they say bad they just leave me out to die, if they say good they still give me the eyes
I always try tell them that I'm not a bad guy, but just like my ex they've already gone like bye

I'm a different person but I even let it show, I look in the mirror to someone I don't know
I wish I could say things were better years ago, but I look back is that the truth I'll never know
I can never tell if people tell the truth, or if the too scared if they so they'll let it loose
Worst thing is I don't know if they're right or wrong, Maybe if I fix this there can be a brighter dawn

My mind is the hallway its lurking in
Feel like a Christian cause I'm born to sin
Always try my best to hold it
But now its time to talk about the beast within
I can't take this anymore
Always thinking what am I living for
Know its taken over when I hit the floor
Better what your back this beast don't roar
No matter what time I can't see the light
Every small thing could start a fight
People never asking if I'm alright
Now I'm gonna talk about the beast tonight
Forced to watch it all from within my mind
It sneaks up on me from behind
This is shit people are divided by
Please don't make me bring the beast to life

Y'all don't know what the fucking shit is like, that's why I tell when I pick up the mic
Two beings one body, one strong one shoddy, that's what I think about when I meet somebody new
Everywhere paranoia all over my mind, never have a second to just stop and unwind
Every time I fuck up that's what gets outlined, but when I do good shit that get undermined
Sometimes I wish yall would look beneath the scenes, all you care about is what's there on your screens
Say I wanna fight a guy, then you all tell me to die, ask me what the reason was I dare you go look in my eyes
You don't what behind the scenes was really said, he challenged me and he wanted me dead
That's the second guy not the first so get it right, don't want you take it wrong and go and start another fight

Speaking of the first guy I don't like him either, I ain't gon fight no autistic kid neither
That could make you seem bad, but I'm not as autistic as you think I am
There are people worse than me, so go ahead, murder me, before you said that this was as deep as nursery
Think you're more smart that me, so got ahead start on me, this was just me letting out what was a part of me

My mind is the hallway its lurking in
Feel like a christian cause I'm born to sin
Always try my best to hold it
But now its time to talk about the beast within
I can't take this anymore
Always thinking what am I living for
Know its taken over when I hit the floor
Better what your back this beast dont roar
No matter what time I can't see the light
Every small thing could start a fight
People never asking if I'm alright
Now I'm gonna talk to you about the beast tonight
Forced to watch it all from within my mind
It sneaks up on me from behind
This is shit people are divided by
Please don't make me bring the beast to life