What am I?
The infestation the imbalance is testing my patience
It Stains my vision of false anticipation
I'm done with honesty
I'm dying inside and nobody hears me
Like vermin circling in the filth
No sense no rationale
My hate, rage
Is taking over me
Your love fades
There is nothing, nothing left to give
You won't tell me til i'm six feet in the ground
You've never seen me
You won't tell me the answers til i am found
I've never been free
Consciousness aside there is no time
Say goodbye to morality
There's no saving me now deflect and disguise
There's nothing left to give
Lost in this cell
Drenched in hate
Watch it all fray
Pushing away
I can't hear you
Caught in the self
Nothing's left for me
Thrown away
Defeated and fading
Can't fake the truth
The light floods my eyes
My sense in reality
Closing in me
Toxic, consuming
Nothing left to lose
Count on me
For no empathy
Like vermin circling in the filth
No sense, no rationale
My hate and rage is taking over me
Your love fades, there's nothing left to give