It's just like a sudden panic
It takes over my conscious
It makes me feel fucking aimless
It makes me crave violence
It tells me to do things
It says: "hang yourself"
It says that I'm broken
It beckons me towards hell
I have a fucking good life
And I want to enjoy it
Ignore malevolence
I want to be in the moment
And just when I reach it
I'm sliced by flaw or words
The voice stretches the incision
And plays with my struck nerves