Mechanisms in my head,
pull me in and swallow everything
until the void settles in
and enjoys my self-contempt

one more day in the misery,
morphing feelings on the edge.
deep inside my body,
complexes overlap
Head first into the downward spiral
swimming circles in my demise

aversion let me drown in you
come, drug me til I believe it's true
I'm on my knees,
depleted./ mistreated
my sweet defeat,
drain me out.

These days with bad weather don't make the situation any better.
oppressive silence in my room.
deadlocked within dreary gloom
my concerns are merciless,
they're hiding in every word
I boarded up my house and took all the mirrors down

aversion let me drown in you
come, drug me til I believe it's true
I'm on my knees,
depleted./ mistreated
my sweet defeat,
drain me out.

Aversion whispers in my ear
You dont fit, you never will.
Accept your slip ups, doubts and fears.
Motionless in a spinning wheel.
No matter what I do,
I cant get rid of you
No matter what I do,
I cant get rid of you

Aversion let me drown in you
come, drug me til I believe it's true
I'm on my knees,
depleted./ mistreated
my sweet defeat,
drain me out."